Я ненавижу тебя! / I hate you: Вторая глава

CHAPTER 2

"17 years... 17 years have passed.... And I still hate it...." Maria whispered, looking at the car in front of her.
She slammed both hands down on the steering wheel, then squeezed so hard that her knuckles turned white and her palms hurt.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:18

Maria closed her eyes and clenched her teeth, breathing loudly, trying to get her thoughts in order. But after a few seconds, she opened her eyes again and started hitting the steering wheel with all her strength. Even if she wanted to, she wouldn't be able to calm down. Her tantrum was just beginning to pick up. Maria did not even imagine that she was once again able to feel all the feelings that she had once been able to overcome in her distant childhood, not without the help of specialists.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:22

But as soon as she saw this man again... and that was it.... All her work on herself went down the drain.
Maria forgot that she was already thirty years old, that she had long been an adult, a respected person among her colleagues at work. She has a loving husband and a ten-year-old daughter. She's lost weight and got rid of the braces on her teeth, and she had surgery on her eyes ten years ago, and she can see quite normally now and doesn't wear those ugly glasses with thick lenses.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:23

No, she didn't remember all that. Instead, she felt like an ugly, fat thirteen-year-old girl again, with the hem of her school uniform pulled up and her face smeared with ice cream mixed with dirt.
Maria let out a thin wail at the terrible memory that was gradually engulfing her entire mind, taking her there on that damned day when she decided to go to him and buy him an ice cream.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:30

He was so sad that she couldn't stand it…
"God,... what a fool you were... a little naive fool..." she sobbed, scolding herself as she continued to beat the steering wheel with her hands, feeling no pain at all.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:31

Maria tried to suppress these memories, to close them again and lock them with a thousand new locks in her heart, but they first began to trickle through the slightly opened crack, and now this trickle began to gradually turn into a rapid stream of a full-flowing river, which, gaining momentum at each turn, was already becoming more and more a real mountain river, threatening to drag Maria to the waterfall of her worst fears and nightmares with its incredible speed. And to throw her down from a great height and with such force as to shatter her once and for all, and Maria would never be able to put herself back together again.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:32

"Why not?" – Why, why?" she screamed, looking ahead with unseeing eyes," why, why?! " A sick and broken wheeze escaped from her mouth.
And if it hadn't been for the angry signal from behind, one of the drivers, Maria, would not have been able to stop the flow of her tears and hysteria.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:35

She looked around in confusion and saw the irritated look of the driver of the car behind her beetle. And then she looked at the traffic light and saw that the green was already flashing, and was about to turn yellow.
Masha immediately realized that she had almost missed the traffic light signal and instantly stepped on the gas. She managed to cross the intersection, and, wiping her tears, drove home.
"That's enough for today," she muttered bitterly to herself, turning up the volume of the car radio.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:35

***

Vlad was so busy all day with things that when he called Herman in the evening, and he talked to him, telling him about the new employees, that Vlad just flew out of his head that red witch from the gas station. And it was only when Lidochka came to his office to help him blow off steam and knelt in front of him, unbuttoning his fly, that he suddenly realized that he did not like her hair color.
"Redheads... they must be redheads," Vlad thought angrily as he ran his fingers through her white hair, winding it around his fist.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:36

And then he mentally shook himself, throwing off the strange obsession as soon as Lida began her direct duties.
But still, something was wrong.
As soon as Vlad looked at the white head and the fake look of his secretary, he could see her, or more specifically, her huge green eyes, from which almost sparks flew from rage, and Vlad instantly felt a crazy rush of desire.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:37

He pushed with all his strength into the secretary's mouth, getting his cock up to her throat, so that she gasped in surprise and tried to pull away. But Vlad was already unstoppable.
He could see her, the red-haired witch, blocking his path with her hand.
Her red hair was blowing in the wind, her face was flushed with rage, and her green eyes were burning with such intense hatred that Vlad was taken aback and did not even have time to notice her hand flung up, and a slap in the face that flew from the girl.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:38

The left side of Vlad's face immediately lit up, as if she had just hit him instead of a few hours ago. At that moment, something dark rose from his soul. Something that Vlad tried to suppress in himself from childhood, but it was such actions that forced the very creature to get out of the depths of his heart. Although normally, he was still able to restrain his monster. But not now... now, remembering the slap and the words that had come out of the red witch's mouth, he realized that he couldn't keep the monster inside of him.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:38

Vlad began to push forward with such force and speed, squeezing the girl's hair, that he no longer heard her wheezing and moaning, no longer realized that he was in his office, and not at that gas station next to the red beast.
It was only when Lida began to go limp in his arms, and her hair strained from her fall, that he opened his eyes and realized that he had cut off her oxygen and almost strangled her in a fit of passion and rage....
Vlad immediately pulled out his cock, never finished, and tried to bring Lida back to normal, gently patting her cheeks.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:39

After a while, she was able to open her eyes and take a few gulps of air. Vlad took her to wash, and there, near the washbasin, forcing her to lean her hands on the shower door, lifted her skirt, lowered her panties and, pushing his penis just a couple of times into her dry vagina, was finally able to finish.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:40

Lida had a confused and hurt look on her face as he escorted her out of the office.
"You'll get your bonus tomorrow," he said calmly to his secretary.
And Lida's eyes shone with love. Vlad winced as she tried to push herself up on her toes and kiss him. He pushed her away from him and went to the exit, not even waiting for her to clean up the office and put it on the alarm.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:41

It was, after all, her direct responsibility.
Vlad himself did not understand why he did not call Herman. Although hi could have dialed it in the middle of the night without any problems.
The next day, when Herman came to him with the cases of the new employees, he again forgot about the red witch. And only in the evening, when Lida, inspired by a good bonus, entered his office with a beaming smile, and again knelt down, Vlad suddenly realized that he was irritated again.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:45

Her hair... her hair was a disgusting white color, and the black roots were slightly visible.
"Lida was a brunette," Vlad realized, " but she carefully discolored herself by mowing her hair like a blonde."
And he hadn't even noticed before. Yes, the roots were almost invisible, but still, because Vlad was paying so much attention to her hair for the first time in three years of working as his secretary, he realized this for the first time.
"Are you a brunette?" he asked the girl, who had already taken his cock in her mouth.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:46

Lida looked up in surprise. And Vlad somehow restrained himself from laughing. Her expression was too comical. His cock in his mouth and that genuinely surprised look.
The girl hesitated, not knowing what to do, whether to answer, or to continue with her direct duties and continue to feign excitement. But Vlad did not let her deviate, holding the back of her head, and leaned back in his chair, closing his eyes.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:48

And again he was standing at that gas station, and again the red witch was shouting at him with wild anger and a kind of unbridled hatred in her eyes.
No one had ever looked at Vlad like that before.
Since childhood, he has been surrounded by different views - hypocritical, ingratiating, obsequious, respectful. Even from his grandfather, he had never seen such a look, his grandfather could look at him with contempt or irritation, sometimes even with anger, but he had never seen hatred from him. And she…

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:49

Then at the gas station, Vlad thought that sparks were going to fly out of her eyes.
And he imagined grabbing her by the hair at that moment, pulling her into his car and right there, lifting up her white lace sundress, pulling down her panties, and instantly entering. And her green eyes are no longer burning with anger, but with lust…
Vlad again heard a wheeze and a moan and, imagining that it was the red-haired witch moaning with excitement, finished.
This time Lida even burst into tears.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:50

"Dry off, and don't forget to set the alarm for the office," he said, setting a pack of tissues in front of her, angry at his lack of restraint.
"Holy shit! I'll have to pay her a bonus again. This way his secretary will get rich and start her own business, " he thought with a wry grin in the parking lot, sitting in the door opened by the new driver and nodding to the new bodyguards that Herman had found for him.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:52

On the fifth day, Vlad broke down. He didn't know why he was so slow, but he called Herman anyway.
"Vlad, what have you been waiting for so long? They'll have the whole video wiped out in three days," he heard the exasperated voice of his security chief on the phone, after giving him the order to find the red witch, "is that how you're going to tell me to look for her now?"
"According to the make of the car," Vlad replied calmly, looking through the documents that Lida had brought him a few minutes ago.

zulize 25.03.21 в 02:54

"Do you have any idea how many car owners there are in this town? How many of them are redheads?
"She's married, about twenty-five or twenty-seven years old.
"Oh, well, of course, now I'll find her, a hundred pounds, - Herman continued to whine into the phone, - do you even understand that the car may not even belong to her personally, but for example to her husband, or father, or brother, fuck! A mother, a sister, a friend, after all! Or she even rented it,!" he sighed, very slowly, so as to calm himself, and exhaled sarcastically, "what a problem you've given me..."

zulize 25.03.21 в 03:04

Vlad hung up, realizing that he had been stupid and had waited so long for some reason.
But why? Vlad thought about this question,... and such a strange guess came to his head that he was even taken aback.
… No, no, and no again!, - Vlad rapped out loud, to himself.
Or…
Nooo....
Fear?... He wasn't looking for her out of fear?
NO!

zulize 25.03.21 в 03:04

He couldn't be afraid of her! He just couldn't! She wouldn't be able to control it with her eyes! No one will ever rule Vlad again, and certainly not this witch!
Vlad was in a terrible rage at his own thoughts. Even the fact that he could allow such a thing to happen already made him incredibly angry.
He will find her, fuck her in all the holes, give her money to keep quiet and calm down!
"And her green eyes will never haunt me at night again!" Vlad mentally ordered himself, and this even made him feel a little better.

zulize 25.03.21 в 03:12

And the next day, Vlad went to a club and rented a red-haired model there. No, she didn't look like his witch. Tall, self-aware, with a professional, languid look.
"Holy shit!" he punched the door after sending the whore out in a taxi.
"It's just a fucking delusion!" He shouted into the void and pounded his fist on the door a few more times, and only when he noticed the scowling guard who had come out to see what was wrong with his ward, did he finally pull himself together.

zulize 25.03.21 в 03:14

- It's all right, rest, - he nodded to him, and the guard immediately retreated back to the special room that was allocated in his apartment for security.
Vlad went to the office, sat down in a chair, poured himself a whiskey and lit a cigar.
Usually, these actions calmed him down and put his mind in order.
But not now…

zulize 25.03.21 в 03:15

Because as soon as he closed his eyes against the acrid smoke, he saw her again.... Vlad angrily threw a glass of untouched whiskey straight at the door, cursing. And began to dial Herman again.
"Vlad, we are looking, but you must understand that it is very difficult...," he heard Herman repeat the same phrase that he kept repeating to him when Vlad asked him about the search.
"So you need to do it faster!" Vlad snapped.

zulize 25.03.21 в 03:16

"Listen, get yourself a similar girl, fuck her and calm down already! Well, why would you waste so much nerve?" Herman said ironically.
Vlad already wanted to send it to three Soviet letters, but instead he did not understand how he asked something completely different.
"Listen, do you believe in witches?" and then he groaned inwardly at himself for asking such a stupid question.

zulize 25.03.21 в 03:17

But the strangest thing was that instead of Herman laughing, he heard something else entirely.
- Vlad, do not drive a blizzard. What fucking witch? I didn't believe in those stories, and I never will. It's just that this chick is putting a price on herself, and that's all. Maybe she had PMS at the time, or a bad mood, believe me, when she got to her house, she wished a thousand times that she had spoken to you in such a tone and not taken your business card. We'll find her, and you'll see that you only wasted money on bribes to the cops. She's just an ordinary whore, thousands of them. She'll spread her slingshot as soon as you show her a couple of bills, like a pretty girl. And you're a witch, a witch... ugh!

zulize 25.03.21 в 03:18

Vlad sighed, realizing that Herman was right, wincing at the jargon that kept slipping through the conversation.
"Are you my head of security or my psychoanalyst?" he asked Herman jokingly.
"Listen, let's go to some club, get some chicks, get laid, and you'll calm down?"
Vlad was silent for a few moments, feeling a growing irritation at himself. I fell apart, gave up the slack, and that's it, Herman immediately climbed on the neck.

zulize 25.03.21 в 03:19

"This puppy may one day turn into a wolf, if you don't keep it on a short leash, you will miss it, and you will make your most dangerous enemy. And if you sometimes squeeze the noose, and throw a bone at the right time, then he will make the best and most loyal dog, " he recalled the words of his grandfather.
"You know what, Herman, I think I'll decide when and who to fuck, and you do your job, otherwise, I don't see much result. You lost skill?" Vlad practically growled into the phone.

zulize 25.03.21 в 03:24

"You offend, Vlad, I'm just like that, just as a friend," Herman began to justify himself in a dissatisfied voice in response.
"I appreciate our friendship, Herman, but please do your job properly," he said in a hard voice, and hung up.

He would find her, no matter what, he would find her! Fuck her and calm down!

But he couldn't calm down. The red witch was searched for a whole month, and the results were exactly zero.
Until one day, Vlad looked out the window of his office.

zulize 25.03.21 в 03:29